Thursday, June 19, 2014

Unknown Destination

You've read the books,
You've watched the shows,

What's the best way no one knows, yeah,
Meditate, get hypnotized.
Anything to take from your mind.
But it won't go
You're doing all these things out of desperation
You're going through six degrees of separation.

You hit the drink, you take a toke
Watch the past go up in smoke, yeah
Fake a smile, yeah, lie and say that,
You're better now than ever, and your life's okay
When it's not. No.
You're doing all these things out of desperation,
Ohhh ohhh,
You're going through six degrees of separation.

First, you think the worst is a broken heart
What's gonna kill you is the second part
And the third, Is when your world splits down the middle
And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself
Fifth, you see them out with someone else
And the sixth, is when you admit you may have fucked up a little

(Oh no there ain't no help, it's every man for himself)
(No no there ain't no help, it's every man for himself)

You tell your friends, yeah, strangers too,
Anyone who'll throw an arm around you, yeah
Tarot cards
Gems and stones,
Believing all that shit is gonna heal your soul.
Well it's not, no

You're only doing things out of desperation,
Ohhh no,
You're goin' through six degrees of separation.

First, you think the worst is a broken heart
What's gonna kill you is the second part
And the third, Is when your world splits down the middle
And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself
Fifth, you see them out with someone else
And the sixth, is when you admit you may have fucked up a little

No there's no starting over,
Without finding closure, you'd take them back,
No hesitation,
That's when you know you've reached the sixth degree of separation

Oh, no there's no starting over,
Without finding closure, you'd take them back,
No hesitation,
That's when you know you've reached the sixth degree of separation

First, you think the worst is a broken heart
What's gonna kill you is the second part
And the third, Is when your world splits down the middle
And fourth, you're gonna think that you fixed yourself
Fifth, you see them out with someone else
And the sixth, is when you admit you may have fucked up a little

No, no, there ain't no help
It's every man for himself
You're goin' through six degrees of separation

No, no, there ain't no help
It's every man for himself
You're goin' through six degrees of separation





-The Script-

Falling Sunshine

I know we are...
I know when it’s coming it’s hurts... but it's still ourself destiny to walk

Hard to walk alone...
Hard to smile again...
Hard to live without you...
What should I do?

Do you remember the first time we met?

You smiled to your friends and looked at me
The world frozen
This is LOVE
Would accept our mistakes and our past...
Start a new life without doubt...
Looking for a new dream...
Seems like ‘Bright Sunshine’...

Day by day...
We talked so much and looked so happy...

But,

Now it just a memory...



 -Scar-



Tuesday, June 17, 2014

New Heart, New Hope


I hope you're full of joy when you read it..
I'm not good enough in english .. So, before that I'm so sorry if there are some mistakes in it..
Please be enjoyable.. :) 


Part 1

Suh-hyun POV



I'm from North Korea, you can called my name Lee Suh-hyun. I'm 16 years old, I'm from poor family, I have a little problem with my heart.. Doctor said it was Myocardial infarction a dangerous heart problem, when I heard it, I thought I didn't have a hope, so I decided to not going to school again and helped my mother to took some crabs in the coast and sold it..
Until one day i met him,, his name was Dane. He was a good person, He had a same age with me
He was from Ireland..


At first, I didn't know how can he speak korean so fluently.. he admitted t me that his mom from Korea also.. And now he should live in Korea with his uncle because his dad had to go sailed.
we could intimate easily.. We always talked each other after he came back from school. My mother also have a nice talk with him..



       














Day by day, Both of us hadn't realized that there's a some bloom flowers in our heart..I think that i started to falling in love with him and I can feel he had a same feeling with me, but he had never know about my sick 


One day...
He asked me to go to beach.. I'm so glad, and accepted it.
We have a some humor here..
But suddenly he said,
"i want to swimming" he said while he walked to the top of the water
"but.. you said that you can't swimming right?" i shouted at him
"yeah.. but.." he answered me with yelling and he still walked until his body lost
I started to crying and tried swim to searched him but i couldn't see him. Suddenly, it happened again.. my Myocardial infarction attacked me.. I couldn't breathing.. I also started to sink
"help!!" i shouted and crying.
I couldn't see anything.. All were black
I just could feel there is an warm arm which hold my body
with vague I could hear Dane's voice
"no.. you're fool!!!.. I just kidding.. I can swim.. no... open your eyes..!!!"
and I couldn't hear anything.. I was unconscious..




To be continued >>> part 2 ;)



-Inspiring from a korean drama "Spring Waltz"-

Monday, June 16, 2014

Beautiful Soul

....


"Be careful,
You're not in wonderland..
I heard the strange..
Madness..
Long growing in your soul
But
You're unfortunate in your ignores
In your isolation,
You have been suffered
Find where the love hides
Give. Share. and Lost..
As we die, not to bloom.." -Allen Ginsberg Kill Your Darling

Let's Begin

"...
Let it go, let it go!
Can’t hold it back any more.
Let it go, let it go!
Turn away and slam the door.
I don’t care what they’re going to say.
Let the storm rage on.
The cold never bothered me anyway.." -Anna Frozen





i know there is a distance between us..
although you weren't meant to be a strange creature, you made me feel alone
i was crying alone, i hope you can feel the same with me..

out from this, there are a lot of hypocrite creature..
i don't want you become one of them..
just let your own self shining like who you are..

i don't want to judge...
let's begin the wonderful new life with me - Scar